Whew! Talk about a breast cancer marathon. From the shocking diagnosis to my double boobectomies, the implants of my bionic boobs and subsequent challenges of taking estrogen-suppressing and depressing pills, I’ve finally crossed the five-year finish line. Hang on while I catch my breath.
I couldn’t have done it without you, my readers, my family, and friends who cheered me on every step of the way. This blog has been a life-saver. Literally.
When I posted my first Boob Report in May of 2013, I recounted the shock of learning I had cancer. It included the hilarity of simultaneous scheduling madness by two Evelyns, each on different phone calls and ears. What wasn’t funny was the misinformation that I hadn’t been in for a mammogram for three years. It was enough to freak out with the alarm of a phone call after a routine exam, but three years?
I had my mammogram two years before in 2011 and had skipped a year. This every other year plan had been recommended by insurance companies. Since I had rare lobular cancer, (like skinny fingers as opposed to ductile round tumors) the tumor wouldn’t have shown up on the mammogram the year before. Skipping the year I was diagnosed would have been a disaster. That’s why I recommend getting an ANNUAL mammogram.
Anyway, this started a process of testing. I had no idea how severe my cancer diagnosis would be. I wondered if I would be alive at Christmas. Think of how scary that is.
After the MRI, they discovered the tumor was 19 mm long. Stage one. By a hair. My oncologist said the MRI couldn’t catch the edges of the tumor and to plan on stage two diagnosis since it would be at least 20 mm. I would have radiation and possible chemo.
I planned to get a Wild Rider henna tattoo and rock my bald head.
Then a miracle happened.
After that first blog post, a blogger named Maria at Swimming into My Fifties did something extraordinary. She contacted bloggers via email. Some had thousands of followers.
The day of my double mastectomies, I woke up super-charged, stoked that I’d be rid of cancer by day’s end. I had no fear or doubt. When I met with my reconstruction surgeon before the surgery, I joked about the nipple cupcakes my friends served at my Boob Send Off party.
Annagiulia and Betta
Lots of fantastic friends attended the party hosted by Karin Waters, who later organized my meals.
Little did I know that at the same time, over forty bloggers would host #SusieStrong Day. Some were hilarious. Others were so touching, my tears flowed. Looking back I still get shivers and my eyes well up. No wonder I was so happy.
I knew Maria and the blogging gang took the hashtag to Twitter but I must have only looked at the “Top” feed. Today, I clicked on “Latest” and scrolled back to 2013. There were so many well-wishers! Seriously. I am so lucky.
Many people prayed that day. When I think of all the blog views and how some said they would put me on their church’s prayer chain, there must have been thousands.
I am humbled and eternally grateful to each and every one of them.
The bloggers who still have sites and blogged #SusieStrong posts make up my Bosom Buddy Blogroll. I will be forever indebted and send all kinds of positive vibes and prayers to all of you! If you’re reading this and you wrote a post, let me know.
August McLaughlin made this for me after our blog meet-up in California!
So when my results came in, my oncologist seemed surprised to see my tumor had shrunk a little. I knew why. Now you do too.
I just got another shiver.
So when some people choose to go through cancer privately, I totally understand their choice. Everyone is different. It can be an added challenge to go out in public when some people make well-intentioned but rude comments. I will tell anyone who is in the first or second year of recovery and survival, it gets easier.
AND NOW IT’S OVER!
In five years, I’ve written twenty Boob Reports. This is my twenty-first. Commenters have given me tons of support. I appreciate every one of you!
What’s next?
The fog of the drug is lifting. I have a lot more energy. Ha! Yes, that is possible. I have a few more posts to write and then The Boob Report will become a book some day. In the meantime, feel free to share them with a friend who has been diagnosed. Some will crack you up too!
“Heck, yes, they’re fake. The real one’s tried to kill me!”
Do you fight setbacks with humor?
Twenty humorous and hopefully inspirational breast cancer stories:
The Boob Report – Roadblocks and U-Turns
The Boob Report – Laughter is the Best Medicine
The Boob Report IV – Coming Out of the Haze
The Boob Report – Bosom Boosting Buddies
The Boob Report – A Sticky Situation
The Boob Report – Back to Reality, Oops There Goes Gravity
The Boob Report – Warning: Wild Rapids Ahead
The Boob Report – Waiting for Release
The Boob Report – Tits for Tats
The Boob Report – Sex and Yes! Sex!
The Boob Report – The Dirty Little Secret about Alcohol
The Boob Report – A Comedy of Terrors
The Boob Report – Three Years Cancer-Free
The Boob Report – The Sun Rises After Cancer Drugs
Boob Report – Anxiety and the Fantastic Five-Year Finish Line
Oh Susie, this is so timely for me. I just learned yesterday of a friend who has been diagnosed with breast cancer. I am copying this link to send to her as soon as I finish leaving a comment here! Congratulations on reaching the 5 year mark & for sharing your journey with all of us. You rock girl!
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Thanks so much, Lynn!
Cancer is so awful, but your friend will get through it. It’s all about not letting it defeat our hope!
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congratulations its not an easy task 5 years is Glory be to GOD
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Thanks so much, Partah! It wasn’t easy, but I learned a lot about myself and am so relieved it’s over!
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For real its over now..ENJOY LIFE
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EXACTLY!!! 🙂
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Congrats Susie, I’m so happy for you! You are an inspiration for women everywhere. 😎👍🏻❤️
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Thanks so much, John and for all your support through the years. 🙂
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Your so welcome my friend! 😎
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(((Hugs)))
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I’ll drink a toast to this!
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YES!!! *clink*
Thank you, Al!
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#AlwaysWin, dear Susie!
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#Aways! Thanks for all your support, Dale!
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Congratulations!!! I am so glad it’s over at last, your positivity is so inspiring. Have a wonderful celebration!!!
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Thanks so much, Chomeuse! I’m coming out of the haze, slowly but surely. It’s such a relief!
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I can’t even begin to imagine how you must be feeling!
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It’s been a huge relief. I’m starting to come out of the fog and can’t wait for the drug to completely wear off. Then my body will hit it’s groove once again!
Thanks, Chomeuse!
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I remember the shock of your post when you revealed the diagnosis, and now this good-news one has extra impact.
Love that – shirt. It should be worn with Dolly Parton specials, though!
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You are one of the few bloggers who has stuck around. Your support through the years has been most appreciated, Colonist!
Ha! Right? I’ll have to dig that T-shirt out this summer.
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Thank you for sharing this battle with others – I can only imagine the power it gave others to fight as well, and bravo to you on your victory!
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Thanks so much, John!
It was a battle and I’ve been so careful not to raise my estrogen level. Now I’m waiting for my body to normalize! The fog is lifting…. 🙂
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Congratulations! I’m so happy for you, and your inspiration has reached so many people needing to hear your upbeat message. The book will be great!
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Thank you, Maggie! I’ll rework the chapters and add a few sometime soon. Thanks for all your support and for the reblog! (((hugs)))
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Reblogged this on What Rhymes with Stanza? and commented:
I seldom (maybe never?) reblog someone else’s post, but this one from Susie Lindau is so inspiring, I think it needs sharing. Congratulations, Susie!
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That’s fabulous news, Susie 🙂
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Thank you, Sue! It’s a very good feeling. 🙂
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I can only imagine 🙂
It does highlight the holes in the system though. Unless you have a family hsitory or symptoms, routine mammograms here are only offered three yearly and only to women between 50 and 70.
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Congratu-freaking-lations!! Such wonderful news! Thanks for sharing about “So when my results came in, my oncologist seemed surprised to see my tumor had shrunk a little. I knew why. Now you do too.” I am more than a believer in the power of intention, prayer, and positive thoughts. You are walking proof.
May you have many, many more years and many more wild rides to share!
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Awww! Thanks so much, Susan. That’s the plan. Ha! I really do believe that prayer and positive thinking helps and I’m very thankful!
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Congratulations Susie!! Truly incredible! And so amazing all the love you were surrounded by within the blogging community!
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Thank you so much, Victoria Lise!
Yes, I am so grateful to everyone. Their support was and is so valuable!!
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We are all really happy for you, Susie.
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Thanks so much, Anneli and for your support through the years!! (((hugs)))
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You’re a wonderful example of strength and positive thinking, and a role model for so many who go through this dreaded disease and take courage from you.
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Aww! It would make the whole journey worthwhile!!!
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Happy Day Susie. Wishing you the best.
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Thanks so much, John and for being there for me too!
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🙂 ❤
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You are so awesome, Susie! It was such an honor that you let us share your journey with you and I’m getting chills just thinking about those two words, Cancer Free!
And now I have something really good to say to someone who has cancer. “I know someone who beat it and you will too!”
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Thanks so much, Kassandra! Wow. It’s a huge relief and I’m still processing it, strange as that may sound. The big change is not taking that horrible pill every night. YAY!!
YES!!! That is exactly what a cancer survivor wants and needs to hear.
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As I come down to congratulate you, I see you have 22k+ followers. That’s a lot of love! May the Boob Gods continue to smile upon you in the years to come!
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Hahahaha! Thank you Daya and for all your support along with those Boob Gods. BTW, that total includes Twitter.
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And the fakes/spammers. Oh well. Yay for you, anyway!
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Woohoo — that’s fantastic news!
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Thanks so much, Laurie and for sharing!
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So happy for you! Time to celebrate!
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Thanka so much, Jan! Woohoo! It is time.
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Excellent news. May it be gone for good.
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Thanks so much, Bob!
After double mastectomy and five years at stage one, the chances are way less than before I got cancer. YAY!
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Great job, congratulations!! I’m sure youhave inspired a lot of people to fight this disease!
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Thanks so much, Forrest and for all your support through the years! I’m happy dancing!
I hope these posts do help others. It’s a tough ride.
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It’s been quite the journey and I am so glad that everything turned out good for you. Yay you!! Five years is a huge milestone. I’ve hit the 5 week mark since my last chemo treatment. So – yay me!
Here’s to many, many more wild rider blog posts and happy healthful years ahead.
Patricia Rickrode
w/a Jansen Schmidt
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Thanks so much, Patricia! You’ll hit it too! Keep crossing off the weeks and enjoy the ride every day! We can’t let stupid cancer dampen our spirit. 🙂
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CONGRATULATIONS! Sorry for the shouting – but in this case I think it‘s ok to shout!!!
👏👏👏🍰🎂🥂🍾💐
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Woohoo! I heard you all the way in Colorado! THANK YOU!!!! *clink*
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You are my hero… no heroine… Love to you
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Thanks so much, Linda! Remember when you found that bracelet? You are the best. Thanks for being there for me every step of the way. ((((hugs))))
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Yeah..Great News Susie…Hugs 🙂 xx
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Thanks so much, Carol! I am super stoked! 🙂
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And so you should be Susie my girl is a survivor 10 years and as you say it changes you and makes you realise how precious this old life is…You rock girl 🙂 xxx
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